Hey! Wow I really don't keep up with very well... Haha well now its summer vacation! I couldn't be more thankful for the relaxation its provided... But now I'm ready to start my senior year!!!
It's midnight right now and I'm in my grandmothers basement trying not to wake my younger sister and cousin. Lol it's not too hard since the TV's on playing Ant Farm, one of my most loathed shows on the planet.... UGH. I wish Disney would do more cartoons! Their cartoons used to be so GOOD! The Weekend, Pepper Ann, Doug, Kim Possible, the Replacements! Who could go wrong with that?! Even now their cartoons are awesome, Gravity Falls and Phineas and Ferb... That's it! There was Tron Uprising, but the lack of viewers shut it down... It was pretty good. Pretty good. Not good enough. Especially if you didn't enjoy nor know the history and story of the Tron series. Now Disney just has all these corny and irritating comedies... Good Luck Charlie is okay. One of the few tolerable ones. Sometimes I think what if the comedies were just as bad as when I was younger, but it just doesn't seem that way to me. BUT FOR CRYING OUT LOUD THEY MADE DOCTOR WHO REFERENCES IN AN EPISODE OF ZACK AND CODY!!! Now it's Channing Tatum references. What child needs to know about Channing Tatum?! Please. Children. You're too young for that sort of goodness. That's enough of my Disney griping though...
I started a Tumblr! absolutelybecs.tumblr.com It's just random ramblings of my mind. That and The World God Only Knows posts and music I listen too. Please follow me and I'll follow you back! I LOVE THE WORLD GOD ONLY KNOWS!!! UGH ITS SO ADDICTING!!!
I love anime. People used to pick on me for liking anime and manga and just anything I love. Then, after I had heard about every insult, I realized that all I did was make myself miserable for the people who made me miserable. So I just embraced it all. I have tons of gamer guyfriends, I love anime, I'm the president of my school's anime club, I play video games all the time, I absorb books like air, I spend tons of time just being alone with no socializing required, I do what I like and I am who I am. And anyone can say what ever they like about it, because the fact is, I've probably already heard it. And if I haven't it won't hurt because it either isn't true or it is and I've embraced it and love it. It's easy to drag the ones at the top down, but good luck dragging one down when they've already been drug through the mud and gotten the dirt under their nails to prove it and have learned how to pull themselves out. Also, help the ones who have accepted the mud as part of their skin. Help them up.
The fact is, bullying will always exist. Despite all these commercials about "stopping bullying," it's always going to fail. There is no way to stop it. It will always be there, and I think we all know that, we just try to tell ourselves that it can be helped. We give ourselves an illusion. We spend too much time trying to stop the bullies, when what we should be doing is helping the harmed. The bullies will never stop. They will always be there. So will the harmed. But even if we can tear down all the bullies, the damaged are still hurt and still bleeding. There's my soap box for the night.
I apologize for not keeping up with my fanfiction... I will get back onto that I promise! I've been...uhm...gaming hehehe.... Animal Crossing is way too addicting! And now that my Fire Emblem and Shin Megami Tensei IV have been delivered I cannot promise anything too soon lol. But I promise to start it back up eventually!!